Hey boys and, uh, other boys with much bigger dicks, I promised periodic updates when the mood struck me, and struck it has.
First of all, for those who haven't seen, a new story is up on Literotica, called "What we Suck Besides Blood." It's the first part of a new book that's going very well. I will be releasing chapters slowly after the book is published to encourage sales, but it will eventually all be available.
Secondly, I've been going through e-mails that I neglected on my long hiatus, and someone was awesome enough to give me an interview. Since I love talking about myself, I finally responded, and I thought I'd post his questions and my answers here. Hope you enjoy!
1)when did you realize you were a size queen?
It was a gradual realization, starting from the shocking cock I saw at that party (If you haven't read the anecdote I'll get to it in other questions it looks like) and then going through a longer relationship with a well-hung man. Not long after that I was writing my stories and the frenzy surrounding my size-fantasies pushed me ever more into the category of size queen.
2)What was your first experience like with a huge penis?
My first experience with a huge penis was at a party, where a guy I hit it off with showed it to me because he knew how exceptional it was. I played with it and measured it. At the time I didn't fully appreciate it, though even then I could tell it was monstrous.
3)is your size fetish your only fetish?
I have many fetishes, some I am less comfortable with than others. I would say the most bizarre one I have is for "Pummeling" which is the way I get wet when I see one person battering or otherwise violently dominating someone who is helpless before them. You see whispers of it in my stories here and there, but I keep it to a minimum as best I can. I have found no webssites or communities that cater to this fetish the way I envision it, and I put it solidly in the category of things like Vor or Inflation that can't be physically acted on safely.
4)what is the shortest and longest penis you have had so far?
Good choice for quesiton four! The smallest cock I've been with was barely over 4 inches long. The longest I've seen was at that party, 15 1/4 mind-bending inches...second is a foot long I once sucked, and lastly is the 10.5 inch cock I fucked for more than a year.
5)What is your favorite story you have written so far?
My favorite story is probably the first chapter of My Minotaur....the scene at the end of chapter 1 where Oluth goes "Soooooo...." always cracks me up. It's a great mental image after all that fucking.
some more questions (might need longer answers)
6)you talk on your blog about having had big and small in the past. if you look past the cock do you have a type of guy?
I have a lot of open-ness towards different types of men. I like arrogant strong men with huge cocks, but I can fall for a nerdy little guy too if he makes me laugh or has good conversation. But as I've stated elsewhere, I have a very hard time getting past my size-fetish, and when it is absent, my relationships tend to suffer.
7)How would you describe being a size queen?
.How would I describe being a size queen? Lonely among women, for one. Most don't want to talk much about it other than a sentence or too. On the other hand its made me revered among men...big guys and small love a woman who loves cock, and a surprising number of little guys have accepted their size by cultivating humiliation fetishes which they either try to "Trick" or persuade me to give them.
8)how do you feel about being a size queen?
It has its ups and downs, I've covered a lot of it above. I guess I'd basically add that it's nice to know what I want. I think a lot of people aren't that lucky in the world. But it's a curse that what I want is so rare.
9)do you think there is a size queen in every woman waiting to get out?
Jesus, I hope not! The species is going to die out if everyone is waiting for double-digit cocks. Plus I'm comforted by the idea that all the little and average guys whose feelings I probably hurt go on to find happiness with other women somehow.
10)do you find being a size queen makes traditional relationships difficult?
Absolutely. When you value men for their equipment, jealousy is inevitable, even among the big boys. And maybe that's justified, because I'm always looking for the next big thing. Hard to build a long-term relationship on that kind of suspicion and wanderlust.
11)most of your stories contain some small act of humiliation both for the heroin and the other less well endowed men in the story, is this merely there for objective comparison or for titillation?
It's definitely about being able to give contrasts, yes. For many readers, I can only make cocks so big before the majority of my audience will lose interest. (Yes, I know some of you want triple-digit cocks in every story, but I can only do so much) but by adding smaller dicks into the equation I can make a big dick seem even bigger. I don't really get off on humiliating smaller men, but it's something such a huge number of my fans love I feel obliged to include it here and there.
12)have you introduced some of your friends to the size queen life?
No. None of my friends who weren't already somewhat size-oriented to begin with will entertain it, and none of those who are are anything like me.
13)are you sub or dom?
I'm definitely a switch. I like being dominated by the right guy, and enjoy putting guys in their place too. Sometimes the stud may be a big brutal dictator who cockwhips me into subservience, but sometimes that big beautiful cock is my fucking toy and I'll be damned if he gets a say in how I choose to use it.
14) can you look at a man and evaluate him without thinking of his dick?
Here, let me try. *Looks at you* Mmmm, nice package, *licks lips.*
Hm. I guess not.
